Today is my last prenatal visit to my gynae to check on mummy and baby condition before give birth. As usual, doctor check on ultrasound, internal exam and baby heartbeat. My cervix openings still same at 1cm. Again, baby is sleeping in the afternoon and no movement during the heartbeat check. Doctor asked to admit for induction delivery straight away (in fact, he asked for admit for induction since 23 May 2010). Doctor said baby is now post due (if ETD – 31 May 2010 based on my last menses) and better to induce soonest as possible as according to heartbeat, baby seems inactive and worried post due baby tend to passing bowel inside which will danger to baby. I got confuse which ETD to follow as my gynae in Singapore told me that the ETD showed on the 1st ultrasound scan is more accurate which is 6 June 2010. Today I cry in afternoon and night due to loneliness, helpless, stress with lots of worries and very pessimism. Thank you Xiang Gong for his optimism, comfort and consultation, I feel much better at night.

*Today is Xiang Gong and Niang Zi anniversary of 4years & 7months together, 1year & 7months ROM :)